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Noctis Lucis Caelum ([personal profile] lineof) wrote2017-03-22 12:42 pm
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bruises on my knees for you

[It's days like these- when he's pulled out of class early for Official Business and returns to his apartment without Prompto in tow- that Noctis realizes just how quiet it really is with just him. Without the usual stream of excited (or school-related despairing) chatter he's left with just the hum of his various appliances and his thoughts... Not exactly his favourite afternoon soundtrack, if he's being honest, and even less appealing when said thoughts are cluttered with a hellish mix of exams and political tidbits; frankly he isn't even sure what he's supposed to do with the latter, and he can't help wondering what about it merited dragging him out mid-lecture.

He'll be dodging extra stares and whispers for at least a week now, he's sure. Dammit...

The one and only benefit to this situation is that it'd earned him an extra hour of relative freedom: there'd have been no point in going past his apartment to return to class for fifteen minutes and so he'd shot Prompto a text letting him know to just head over once his sentence is up.

...Two hours ago, he realizes as he checks his phone with a frown. It's not like Prompto to be this late (at least without a sorry, dude, omw now, because he's good like that), and so Noct can't help the twinge of concern as he reopens their conversation to check for a missed message that isn't there.

Ten more minutes, he decides. Ten more minutes and then he'll see what's up.]
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[personal profile] messofhangups 2017-03-23 06:13 pm (UTC)(link)
( On a good day Prompto isn’t really the biggest fan of school — at least outside of the fact it’s a solid seven hours of Noct time — on a day like the one he just had… well… it has him counting down the days till he’s finally done with the hell known as high school. Because today — today was not a good day.

While he would never begrudge Noct being pulled from classes, it still sucks to run out the clock on the day by himself. It’s not like Prompto is really swimming in other friends, a few people he talks to here and there but no one he really feels super comfy with like he does Noct. He supposes on the bright side, he actually pays attention in class instead of getting… distracted. But lunch sucks, and he foregoes it pretty much entirely and wanders around the school instead taking a few random photos of things before hitting up the bathroom before class is due to start up again.

Which is where his bad day gets even worse.

The thing about being pretty much the only person Noctis talks to at school is that teenagers were petty, jealous, and downright mean when they wanted to be. And it’s not like anyone can say a damn thing to Noct, but Noct’s commoner friend who wasn’t anybody special in the grand scheme of things? Well, they could say shit to him. For the most part Prompto is content to let it roll of his back, or at least appear to. Most of the shit talk he gets is about himself anyways — after all the only logical explanation for his friendship with the prince is him attempting to seduce his way to a better position in life, right? He’s gotten used to it, the slurs some of the more vocal boys in their class would give him when Noct wasn’t around. He figures if that’s the price to pay, he’d pay it a hundred times over and not blink an eye. Noct was more important than what some asshole boys in their class thought.

But when the usual started up and turned down a drastically different route, well, Prompto couldn’t just let it slide that time. Not when Alec’s words went from insulting Prompto, to insulting Noct. And while Prompto usually isn’t one to anger quick, he’s all but seeing red at the sudden change in tactics. Which is how he ends up in his first fist fight, and how he ends up losing his first fist fight. Badly.

He’s in detention — and it’s only because it’s his first actual fight in school that has him in detention and not suspended — when Noct texts, his phone buzzing in the drawer of the teacher’s desk and he waits out his sentence miserably, his mind a jumbled mess. His face plain hurts — one hell of a black eye on his right side. And he wishes he could say Alec was worse off than him but really…

When he’s finally released he checks the messages and frowns a little. He doesn’t really want Noct to see him like this. He knows it will just cause worry and that’s the last thing he wants. But he also knows it’s going to take more than a few days for the bruising on his face to fade and even if he could hide out for that long, the school will probably be buzzing about the fight tomorrow anyways. He’s going to have to deal with it at some point, and so he heads over to Noct’s, lets himself up as he’s done countless times and knocks on the door. He tries, he really does try when Noct answers. A forced smile and a laugh that sounds about as happy as he looks. )
You should see the other guy… ( He says before Noct can say anything. )
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[personal profile] messofhangups 2017-03-23 07:47 pm (UTC)(link)
( He shuffles into the apartment and it's not like he had any real hope of Noct not noticing his appearance, but that tiny, little bit he had clung to that maybe it wouldn't be a big deal was totally gone at Noctis' words. He glances down at his feet, toes of his left foot sort of digging into the tile floor and maybe he should have just gone back to his apartment — and he tries not to think about how it's not viewed as home in his mind, how home conjures up images of the very apartment he now stood awkwardly in and has for a while now. Even if it's all awkward and weird in that moment, with the anger radiating off Noct and the sort of guilt that's spiraling in his own mind, settling into the pit of his stomach.

He looks up, shrugs, and wills Noct to make this not a big deal. Yeah.. right. That's likely. )


Got in a fight... detention blows by the way, sorry I'm late...

( And with that he's toeing off his shoes and trying to make his way past Noctis with so much forced casualness he's even side eyeing himself at the moment. )
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[personal profile] messofhangups 2017-03-24 02:47 am (UTC)(link)
( It's not that Prompto hasn't seen Noct angry before, he has. But it's a whole different thing when it's anger directed at a situation involving himself. And his throat goes a little dry at the insistence in Noct's questioning, the threat inherent in the words. Prompto right then has no doubt Noct would follow through, which really would only make a bad situation worse.

He hates himself a little right then for letting it get out of hand. For not just walking away like he's done so many times before. And even if he denies Noct an answer right now, well, it didn't matter. He'd find out at school tomorrow anyways. No, he has to tell he realizes. Has to try to diffuse the situation himself before Noct could do something stupid like go give Alec a matching black eye.

He shrugs a little again and rummages through the fridge for a drink as he talks, like Noct had just asked him how the weather was, like this was all no big deal. )


Alec… but Noct it's fine, seriously… ( He moves to lean against the counter, bottle of water in his hand and finally looks at Noctis for probably the first time since he's show up. ) Seriously, dude, it's fine...
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[personal profile] messofhangups 2017-03-24 04:58 pm (UTC)(link)
( There's this part of him, small but there, that feels a small measure of thrill at Noct getting worked up at this. That little — okay maybe that part of him isn't that little — part of him that habours feelings far beyond just friendship. A part of him that perks up at the idea of being something worth the kind of anger Noctis is feeling toward the situation. Thoughts he feels guilty for even thinking. Thoughts he knew he shouldn't be having, because the last thing Noctis needed was to go punch some asshole kid in their class on his behalf. It would cause more trouble than Prompto was worth and it wasn't his place to even dare to think he might be worth it. The guilt coils in his stomach, not just at his wayward thoughts, but at everything.

Especially as Noct says the words this asshole jumped you. Prompto takes a quick drink from the bottle before capping it again, fingers fiddling with the top of it. There's a small shrug and he lets his gaze fall down again. )


He didn't... jump me... I kind of punched him first. ( It was an important distinction. Alec might have started running his mouth, but Prompto had turned it physical. Another little shrug as he moves to the living room and sinks down onto the couch. He lifts the bottle to his face, the cold feeling good against the swollen skin. He lets his head fall back against the back of the couch, feeling entirely miserable and awful about the whole thing. )
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[personal profile] messofhangups 2017-03-24 06:09 pm (UTC)(link)
( Prompto shifts a little to put the water bottle down to take the bag of peas instead — no doubt purchased by Ignis at some point and of course never opened. He lays along the couch, head on the arm and lets his feet stick in under Noct after he sits down. Prompto rests the bag against the side of his face, his other hand moving to loosen his tie and undo the first couple buttons on his shirt. And he's quiet for a little bit, debating how best to answer Noct's question.

Prompto knows he can't outright lie or brush it off completely. Blanks would be filled in inevitably in the morning with chatter between the students. Again he feels the sting of you're a fucking idiot for letting it get so out of hand. A situation that could have just been ignored but now played right into every rumor that's floated just under the surface by him so hastily jumping to anger. Anger in Noct's defense.

His lips press together for a moment as he looks over at Noct. )
The guy's an asshole... I don't know... just didn't want to deal with it today and I got pissed. ( Why yes, that was vague. But sorry, Noct, he's not just gonna come out and say he was trash talking you and I thought that grounds to start throwing punches. )
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[personal profile] messofhangups 2017-03-24 07:09 pm (UTC)(link)
( While Noctis would never be accused of wearing anything even close to his heart on his sleeve, Prompto's gotten pretty darn adept at reading him none the less. And so he can clearly see where the thoughts are headed and a different sort of guilt twinges in him. He was — not getting out of this was he. There's a sigh that he doesn't even mean to give as he lifts the bag of peas from his face. His feet under Noct's legs used as leverage as he sits up. His knees are bent, arms resting lightly against them, the bag of peas still in hand.

It's hard to focus on Noct, between the one eye barely open and the pounding headache that had started to settle into his temple. But he keeps his gaze on him regardless and lifts his shoulders in another little shrug. )


Just — ( A small pause as he curls into himself somehow, looking and feeling suddenly so small because this was so stupid. He had been so stupid. ) Don't get all... ( He gestures vaguely with a hand. ) Grr arrg again, okay? ( He lets out a slow breath, lets his chin rest against his knees as his gaze finds something very interesting in the wall as opposed to Noct's face. ) It was stupid okay, I know it was stupid... Alec's an ass and he was just being his usual asshole self and that's — whatever... ( I'm used to it... the unspoken end to the thought. ) But he started talking shit about — ( A small pause. ) Well... you. And I don't know, last straw I guess. ( He's hoping that's enough, though he somehow doubts it. But he looks back to Noct, the pleading he refuses to actually say evident in his face. Drop it, leave it, don't make me repeat what was said... please... )
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[personal profile] messofhangups 2017-03-24 10:57 pm (UTC)(link)
( There's a small shrug at Noct's summary of events. And yeah, when put that way... well... Prompto's pretty sure he's done nothing but given more fuel for the rumors regarding his relationship with Noctis. Not that he could really change any of that now — not that he would really want to he realizes. Maybe it was stupid and there's the vague I should want to take it back, but deep down... he kind of doesn't.

And he watches as Noct takes in the revelation, the flush across his face. The way his hand rubs his neck and Prompto has to swallow against the sudden dryness in his throat. It all feels... like everything has started to feel with Noct lately. This sort of haze of confusion of emotions that he's not even sure how to classify.

But then Noctis breaks the moment — for which Prompto is grateful because it means he's not going to ask specifics — and he huffs a bit of a laugh, kind of self depreciating at the question. There's a shake of his head. )
Yeaaaaaah... not really.... ( Another small laugh but he perks up a little and grins. ) I did knee him in the junk though. ( Cheap as hell, and while it's all kind of a blur he remembers that, being pinned against the wall knowing shit was about to get worse and the only thing he could think of was to jam his knee up into Alec's crotch. Prompto tilts his head to the side a bit. ) Think Gladio would teach me how to punch? ( And he's really only about half joking. It's not that he wants to go pick fights now but there's the small tug of a thought. What if Noct had been there. What if someone burst through the door right freaking now and while he knows Noct is more than capable — more than he himself is — what if one day it came down to him to protect Noctis and he couldn't. A fact that was more than apparently clear to him now. )
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i am totally avoiding work today, can you tell lol

[personal profile] messofhangups 2017-03-29 06:20 pm (UTC)(link)
( There's a grin as Noct laughs — something not as rare as it had been in the early days of their friendship, but something that still manages to feel as special to Prompto as it had back then, still manages to spread a warmth through him. And if he let himself think about it too long he'd know that wasn't exactly... normal probably. That really nothing of this was. So it's something he very much doesn't let himself think about too long. Instead just letting himself enjoy the sound of it, the feeling it invokes.

His eyes — or at least the one he can open — widen at the mention of just asking Gladio. Right. Because he's managed to say all of about five words to Gladio since first meeting him. He lifts the bag of peas and presses them back to his face, a slight wince at the contact before he gives Noct a cheeky grin. )


Ooooor... you could ask for me? Since I defended your honour and everything? ( Yes, he went there. )
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[personal profile] messofhangups 2017-03-29 08:38 pm (UTC)(link)
( He grins as Noct agrees. ) Thanks, dude, you're totally my hero.

( Says the one who just literally got in a fight for aforementioned honour defending.

There's a pause, his lips press together as he realizes just how easily and quickly Noct had agreed, the path his thoughts were starting to take written all over his face. Just how much could he milk this for all it was worth... )


Hey, Noct? ( The segue coming off way too innocent sounding. ) Think you could like — do my math homework for me? Everything's kind of, you know, blurry - one eye and all. ( He was being terrible and he knew it. )
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[personal profile] messofhangups 2017-04-03 09:32 pm (UTC)(link)
( There's a fake indignation as Noct refuses the request — not that he had really been expecting anything else. And he huffs a little and tosses the bag of peas at Noct's chest. )

So rude, friendship over.

( Emptiest threat ever as he falls back to lay on the couch again. )